How to be confident!

Have you ever felt like everyone doesn't like your body shape/looks? Do you think they don't like your personality? Are you trying to live up to their expectations and look like they want you to look and be who they want you to be? You think they don't love you for you? (this is sounding like a commercial LOL) well I do too. I feel like that everyday, every morning I wake up, every night before I sleep. But I remember who those people are. Those people obviously aren't the people you should be around if they think that way about you. I think "why should I impress them if they don't like me? They won't be a friend if that's the case". I sometimes think if I live up to them, my life will be so much better.. but really, it will make it worse. It's like auditioning for a star role in a movie. You try to look your best for the judges,remember the lines so they know your good,try to play the character they want you to play, try not to be your real self. I am trying not to sound to sappy like people saying "just be yourself!" because you know it never helps. You gotta look at it a certain way. Think of Crayola markers. Red is the person judging you, you are the blue one. Red says "You are sooo blue, your as blue as blue can ever be blue! BLUE THATS WHAT YOU ARE YOU SUCK YOU STUPID BLUE MARKER RED IS BETTER BLUE IS BLUE WHY ARE YOU SO BLUE!?" And Blue gets sad :( But then, Blue says "Umm.. yeah I'm blue? Thanks for telling me I had no idea." So then Blue says "You know what, red just wants to think hes better then blue so go ahead and think that but I'm gonna live with being Blue and be happy with it cause it's a beautiful color!". If you can think of it that way, it might help! :) So put your chin up! To whoever is reading this I want you to know that you are beautiful inside and out! Keep reminding yourself that and that you are loved! Ignore all the bad things that the devil on your left shoulder says ;)
Bye! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

AAMK